Road to 2019, stop smoking !!!




Bismillah...
Talking about my resolution in 2019

First time.. i just want to say Thank God Alhamdulillah for my presence today
it means i'm still alive, right?
as a smoker i felt that angel of death is chasing me huh..

Well ya i felt so blessed for what God gave to me
Altough sometimes as human beings i said to myself "i want it more God.. "
(kidding me God, hmm.. but if you dont mind i'm seriously God.. i'm mean it)

But idk why somehow i felt so shame on me for asking God for what i want
First let me tell you guys i wasn't a good prayer actually...
And now finally.. i realize that why my bucket list of hope hadn't come yet


 
Ok lets back to the theme, about my resolution in 2019
I dont want to overrated for my hope, wishes, pursuit or something like that
I just want to stop smoking, ya that's it....

Why do i have to stop smoking in 2019 ?
As simple as what i saw in several mass media telling me that you can saving money from cigarettes budget
to buy such as :
vechicles, brick and roof tile to built a house, smartphone even to marry a girl
well i thought that was enough to make me think "why didn't i try that way"
but remember stop smoking to marry a girl doesn't work for me
cause i know when she get cranky she will block my number
so i've only been friends with two packs or more of cigarettes in a day




I only think by stop smoking i can saving much more money to buy a warm house for my lil family,
for next travel with them to Bandaneira, where's Banda's my late father hometown,
or maybe i can go to Mekah with my mother, my father in law, and my lil family of course.
why is this finally seems overrated ya..
well ok at least by stop smoking kids will get their rights to live in a healthy house.



So that's it my resolution in 2019
wish all of my wish list come true by starting this lil step in early 2019
at least i got 6 days left to feel free finish my last pack of cigarettes
last but not least for all gansis here lets start to be a good prayer
for all our hopes to be blessed by God, aamiin