I meet couple of guys but nothing work.
When mymom ask "find a rich man to marry with."
what the hell with that?
I am pretty tired with a man then. +- 2 month I am not having sex with them. Even I am virgin also, but doing petting.
And sorry also if my English is sucks. Sorry also if I write in English now. Basicly nantinya bakal campur-campur. Gado-gado, since I want to enhance myEnglish. And because myface is kinda maid face, people only respect me when I dress up and speaking English. What the hell. Well, talking about hell abit too much already. better change to heaven hehe....
Kenalin gua tatia
Anggap itu nama asli gua
Gua baru di Jakarta, jadi pretty katrok ya
First guy that I meet,
Let say he is V, we chat quite a while since I am in myvillage already. It's kinda amonth.
Then I get an interview call in Jakarta then I come. He didnt even pick me up even he said that he will at the first.
What a little bastard, one of the guy that I meet already said about Iam attracted bastard. Kinda true. Because.... even in real worl, man looks like just wanna make love with me. Is it because of my boobs size which is 40? or because what I wear? But I just wear casual cloth like t-shirt? Or what?
I dont know still. Do I need to use a hijab so people dont just think about sex when they look at me? Because that kinda disgusting somehow....
U know what I mean...
Kinda sucks when I meet colleuges which away more rich than me. They work but also doing business, so... They earn more and spend more. With kinda crazy lifestyle that I cant afford
I dont have any friends also. Well, first month kinda sucks. Just go to mall alone, spending money. And... that's all. I try museum also then. Cost only 5000 idr and I can killing mytime. Maybe better finding away to find money to killing mytime later. Yah, later on...
Basicly security here have no respect to me. Is it because they think that I am a working girl? It could be, I think so...
I am thinking of complain to the management, but it will waste of mytime so I just let it go. Even I am not feeling comfortable at all.
The only thing that makes me feel better while all the people treat me bad is listening to the music. Just like what I do now. "you gonna miss me when I am gone?"
Like people here really see people from appereance and money? The spg, security, or all of them. Even spg in SG is more far friendly to me. Well, face the truth tatia, you r in Jakarta so just start to like it!!!
When I start to think actually was a man ask me "You dont sleep with anybody? dont you?"
Jleb, disitulah gw mikir. Well asal tau aja, itu posisinya kita lagi di hotel. I pretty much like him but it didnt work, mybbm is broken so cant contact anymore. Ok, that's not the point. The point is, I THINK, YES I THINK. Like I been sleeping with everybody. Then I realize, it just wrong thing to do. See, I stop.
You dont sleep with anybody really such a good question for me. Thanks to ask K!!! Hey, did they call you Key still? hahaha, cant unlock me still? I wish you are here, need someone to hug right now. ..
*I wish you are here, I wish you are here, music is better, and right now I just wish you are here. ...."
"What you wanna eat? Western? Local?"
"No local, no western."
"No local, no western? Korean? Chinese? Mexican?"
"Mexican is ok." I said
So we eat Mexican food then. Yaiyalah
"Remember, that restaurant we watch in hotel also Mexican. Maybe there are cockroach in their kitchen also." K said with a weird eyes stared at me
"Maybe we need to check theirkitchen also, hehe."
Just for you know, we watch a kinda reality show which a Mexican restaurant shown have a very very very dirty kitchen with cockroach everywhere. Ouch...