i've been single for almost one and a half year, maybe (i forgot, too long to remember the exact time hahaha ). my last relatonship, is simply the worst and the best, not just for me, or her, but for the both of us.

we've been together for almost 4 f*cking year, unbeliavable we can still together for that long in a sh*t f*uck relationship. we love each other, i believe, until now. but things have changed and we cant go back, so we aggree to end the shit out of it.

things gone bad when she starts into nightlife. yea you know go to the nightclub listening repeatitive music in a dark chamber drink some alchohol and swallow some magic pills. she's really into it. at first i really mad at her, but i dont talk i just keep quite about it.

that's her mistake. and to make it fair, i'll share my mistake too.

when i'm angry i dont talk, yell, or hit her. i'm not some kind of a sick psycho. but i f*ck her on and on, and eventually i become sex addict. everytime we meet we just have sex, talk a little or watch movie, or having dinner. and most of our date is just about sex for me. (but i'm not a 'pussy player'. she's my first and i'm her first.)

she cant take it anymore. she cant stand to my 'sex addict' attitude. and i dont like her night life either. and argument went bad. and after a long time of curiousity and some 'crazy boyfriend' spy shit i knew that she having an affair with my friend.

and even after i knew that affair, i still dont show my angry to her. i just fuck her on and on and on. (i know, i'm a bad person. but everyone have their own way to manage stress. and i'm good on bed )

and one night we have a big fight argument. finaly after being henost each other we deciced to end the shit out of it, for the good of us.

4 f*ucking years of love turn into shit because of that stupid nightclub, and my sex addict behaviour, ofcourse.

but life goes on. we still friend, not that good but friend enough to say hi or hangout. and she has a new boyfriend. haha i dont know hot to feel about that. i'm not happy for her new relationship, but i dont hate it either. i dont know.