Lord God,
I was wondering why You created me
Why should I have an existence instead of nothingness?
Do I have a purpose?
Do I have a duty in this hectic world?

I am tired O God,
Exhausted, and burnt out indeed

I almost lost my believe in You
I almost lost my faith on You
I would have desired for death and nothingness
If only I’ve never been taught about You
About a Loving God
Who loves It’s creatures and desire them to have an eternal happiness

I would have committed to suicide
If no one told me about the hell
A place where the sinners are condemned eternally
A dark place where there are only painful and screaming

Dear God,
I believe in You and always want to
No matter how hard my life is
The whole world and all its difficulties… are just illusions
You are the real one O God

Be with me O God,
Strengthen my faith
Hold my hand, and sustain me
Whisper in my heart that You are here with me all the time
Convince me that you believe in me to undergo the hardship of life

God…
Give me a strong will instead of an easy life
Give me a heart desires to love, instead of a heart desires to be loved
Give me an eye to see a half-full glass, instead of half-empty glass

Do not let the evil win my heart O God
I am weak and vulnerable
Protect and guard me
Guide my ways in days
Rest me in Your arms at nights

Sing me a lullaby about the beauty of life
And let me find peace as babies find peace in its mother’s arms