After knew the truth, I knew my life is cursed from the start, having ugly and fat body is just starter, being traitored and lied also backstabbed is my life

From the early day of my life is already a cursed, no matter I tried and endure this nothing will change, my life will always be same,

I can't trust anyone, no matter I tried nothing change

I should end my life long ago when I was 14 or 15, when the first time I knew I am gay and can't like girls and my parents knew me.

Not only that, my whole life is complicated, too complicated, my introvert behavior just make this worse,

If after 7 or 8 years nothing become better, yet just become worse, there's no reason to continue and endure this

I am tired and want to rest, I am tired of fakeing everything, fakeing my happiness, fakeing my friendship, fakeing my orientation, fakeing my well being,

7 Mei 2019 will be my last, this was wonderful journey, I hope everything will be nice for every one else

I rather die than live long enough to become villain or crazy. This something what I must be done. Nothing will change to better.

Lastly, I am sorry to everyone for making many mistake, upsetting everyone, I am nothing but trouble since I was a child

Good bye everyone, if my organs still good and intact pls donor it to people in need, please sell my items also please forgive me.

Finally I can free from this pain, stay strong everyone don't be a loser like me

Also I am just trolling in my others post and comments in here, coz it's the only way I can have laughter, I am very sorry if this upsetting all of you

But I am serious about this is my last post, so don't be mad if I never respon any your comments ago

I will done this tommorow night,

Bye everyone