"I am rarely bored alone; I am often bored in groups and crowds"


That quote really describe me well....

Solitude.... Loner... Antisocial.... whatever you name it...

Dengan semakin bertambah usia.. semakin membuatku mengerti bahwa banyak teman itu repot hahaha.... punya satu aja cukup yg penting dia ada waktu kita butuhin and vice versa... No drama is what I need...

My friend said that I am kinda Apathy... but no really... I still care the others...

Bukan berarti I don't have social life... I have... Tapi ya gitu sekedar chit chat chit chat kalau kata Po si KungFu Panda...

Di social life and lingkungan kerja pun 99% sendiri, minus ada yg ke ruanganku entah chit chat ato emang ada perlu..I love my loneliness tho, sampe ada salah satu bapak2 manager yg perhatian (baca : kasihan)... dia bilang ke salah satu teman kenapa aku selalu sendiri dan terlihat gak nyaman pas bareng di mobil kantor (guweh kerja ada mobil antar jemput, jadi tinggal naik tidur nyampe)... Ngakak dong dengernya sampe segitunya dan jadi lil bit miserable hahaha (duh dek)... untung temen jawabnya "emang dia gitu pak, suka cuek, ngomong seperlunya"... yep that's right... daripada ngobrol geje mending tidur... sayang buang2 waktu buat ngobrol ngalor ngidul geje... my best friend is my ear phone... earphone on, music play, and me against the world mode on....

Ini antara nya aku yg emang aneh... ato emang semua orang kek gitu ya...... hmmmm.....

"A question that sometimes drives me HAZY : Am I or the others CRAZY?" ~ Albert Einstein ~



RORY KRAMER.... The guy who changed my prespective about life

First I saw him was on Avicii video... The Nights.... And then I begun checking his instagram account... oh man.... I want to live a life like that...

Start I realized that no matter how rich we are... what we have in this world... at the eand we will leave those behind....

Now... I just want to live a life that I will remember...

Mungkin orang bekerja beli mobil, rumah, dll.... kalau saya nabung buat traveling... meski belum sempat ke luar negeri (passport ku belum ada cap nya hahaha) at least udah visit tempat2 awesome deket2 lokasi saya dulu... maklum pegawai swasta gak bisa escape lama2...

Mungkin harusnya mulai hidup kek gini itu in my early twenties... tapi daripada terlambat jadi aku mulai dari beberapa waktu yang lalu...

Please make a note : I never use my parents money after I graduated from university... jadi ya gitu nabung dikit2 buat beli2 barang yang aku pengen ama buat trip.... Tapi kadang2 uang buat trip habis gegara lapar mata (if you cannot sleep thinking about it, so just buy it)... maklum wanita....

Next trip masih Jogja (mid August 2016)... Karimun (if I have money left).... Bali (Year end) yang termasuk agenda tahunan buat brainwash... biasanya ke Bali minim 7 hari hahaha....

Entah lah... some girl want to marry and having a kid... for me... well I will be like that maybe few years from now....

bahagia itu kita yang menciptakan.... meski single kita bisa kok hidup happy...

YOLO!!!