Recount, or maybe narrative


First time I went to a library because it is a quiet place, suitable for a perfect nap.
After few times doing this activity, one day I met her.
The feeling that I can't explain came from nowhere and took control of myself.
This moment makes me often go to library just to meet her.
I don't know why everytime I have a chance, I'm not able to greet her.
When I well-prepared, there will be a disturbance.
I believe there's a time -- if we're destined to meet.
I went further -- in a distance meaning, literally -- and this makes me feel desperated.
I tried to search another 'her' in the closest library but what I found is only a book about "How to Read a Book"
This is the most stupid title I've ever seen, how can a book can tell you how to read a book (when that book can not tell you how to read itself)? So I decided to read it.
Finish reading this book, I obtain a large interest on reading activity.
I hate to read before, I even don't know how can I finished my first book.

What I learn:
Make sure you often go to the library,
You'll gain many benefits from it,
Like gaining much of good interest from reading,
You may also find the most wonderful person in your life.

Keep in mind that you can't always own every precious things you meet,
That's why I'm unable to greet her -- I think.
Find a girl who will levitate your life,
The one who makes your life beautiful.

If I have one more chance to meet her,
I will flash a genuine smile to her,
And probably greet her for the first time.

For you over there,
Wheter you have the same feeling or not,
I write this simple story for you,
So you will have another reason to smile -- yeah, I miss your smile.
This one can also be a good lullaby,
So we can singing you to sleep.
Or at least it is good for me.
~Hope we will meet again~

***Good suggestion, grammar correction, and advice
are always welcomed and appreciated***