less than 10 minutes ago, my tears fall down. why? because someone, someone who will be my husband in the next year. He's really love me, so he want marry with me.
he's mualaf, in his religion before he's a person who hard to accept preception from all of religion in particular, if it can't accept with logic.
he's too open minded, to smart i think, so he always ask everything and debate it if his logic ca'tn accept until he can get the answer which can he agree with.
he being a mualaf didn't reduce my despondent. he debate everything about hadist, alquran, i try to understand it's not simple for him, it's just beginning, but he said, he will be a muslim in his way,.. he believe in God, but i dont think He's Allah, God in universal, not Islam.
"sholat jum'a"t, "sholat 5 waktu" just formality without meaning, if he want something, he propose to God, but not Allah SWT.
as a woman, i must thankful about what had did to me.
as a muslim woman, i hope it's just beginning, i have tried to tell him about it, but read his answer is too hurt for me.